Failure… Life failed me, I failed me

Last night I cried myself to sleep wishing I was back with my ex. That despite all the abuse, I would at least feel wanted.

All I have ever wanted, all anyone with a soul wants…is to be loved for who they are. They want to hear “I love you” daily, be held and hugged and kissed daily, they want to spend time with their significant other. Not sitting on opposite couches watching tv while the other person works, but spend actual quality time together.

This concept of quality time seems to be a fairy tale. When did life become work focused vs family focused? Life is miserable without your essential needs being met, including emotional needs.

Failed career, failed marriage, failing at life. Where do you go from here?

Published by Anonymous

Domestic Violence Survivor | Narcissist Survivor | Advocate | Step out of the shadows and Speak up - Break the Silence, Stop the Violence

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